For years I made things alone. I'd sit at a station, wrestle an idea around, and try to shape it into something I could share. What I wanted was somebody on the other side of the desk. I didn't have that.

The problem was never the desire. It was never the ideas. It was always the machinery.

Yesterday I pulled everything out. Photography gear, video equipment, SD cards, cables, the physical evidence of years I hadn't sorted through since before everything changed.